Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Putting up a facade has once again confused and probably hurt someone that I really care about. The real me is right before him but he can't see it. My past and the way I pass myself off in front of others, has clouded his vision. I’m sorry.

I can't change the past but, I do regret what I did before and I admit all the mistakes that I've made. What I can do now, is try to become a better person as days go by... and you make me want to be good.

I know that no matter how I try to explain myself, you'll never believe me. And I deserve it. But, know this… the person that spent the last several days / weeks with you is real and she loves you deeply.

Love,
Brenda.
11/29/2006 10:30:00 AM