Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Today's Valentine's Day. For the very first time, I actually have someone to spend it with. It feels good to have someone. For the past several years, I've been either working to pass time or hiding myself in the bedroom... And when my sister returns with boxes of chocolates, various presents and bouquets of flowers, I would watch her with envy. I would feel really rotten as I ponder about being so alone and lonely while my sister would be showing off all the stuff that she had received from her suitors

Anyway, even though my Valentine's didn't exactly start off right, and it's not going to be like anything that I had in mind... but, at least I'd be able to cuddle in bed with my baby after we're done with work. (Well, I'm hoping... I need some TLC.)

Nothing ever seems to go according to plan. I'm so annoyed! I really wanted to do something nice for him but, time is not on my side and I can never leave anything at home. I got some ingredients for a nice dinner that I thought of doing for Kenneth but some imbecile took everything. This is another reason why I want to move out. Nothing I keep there is ever safe! Someone would definitely take something away... Because of all that bull, my baby won't get his surprise and I would seem like an insensitive girlfriend. This is really exasperating. I’m grumpy as hell right now. -.-"

Oh before I forget... HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY XUE! We should catch up soon...

Love,
Brenda.
2/14/2007 06:04:00 PM