Tuesday, June 19, 2007

My sister's boyfriend proposed and they've already begun saving up for their wedding. I'm happy for the two of them. They've found happiness from each other and are looking forward to a lifetime of a blissful marriage in the near future.

Everyone around me seem to have found their significant other... I'm happy for them all, but at the same time... I am green with envy. Right now, the insecurities and uncertainties I'm facing are getting quite overwhelming. When will it be my turn get through all that and find my own happiness?

I don't want to go back to being detached and alone. I just want to be happy. Why is that so hard? I'm trying my best but, all the efforts seem futile.

Love,
Brenda.
6/19/2007 12:03:00 AM