Thursday, September 27, 2007

I feel worse as the heartache progresses with time. You said that I would be happier. You said that I will be able to move on this way... What lies. How could you take love away so abruptly!? It's too cruel.

How is it possible for a person to wake up one morning and decides that he couldn't do it anymore? How do you discard a person that’s been beside you for the past year just like that? No reasons, warnings... not a single word that carries the least bit of love and hope.

Honestly, how is it done? The least you could do is tell it to me in my face. But, you won’t even see me or speak to me over the phone. How could you cut me out in just a moment? What did I do? I love you. Why won’t you let me!? How do you manage to come to a decision of getting rid of a person out of your life without a reason? You said you loved me. Where is that love now?

You were all that I had. I didn’t had a home to go home to, everything in my life then was plain rotten, my sister hit me, I’m still adjusting to the pressures from my new job... and chose to drop out of the blue. It’s hard getting up on my own. I’ve gone weak ever since you entered my life.

Love,
Brenda.
9/27/2007 02:10:00 AM